Dare and I grew up as best friends in the same place.We became friends when I was 3 years old and he was 7.He was always coming to carry me up even tho we both would fall down when he does,He always wanted to comb my hair and do other things for me.While we were growing up,People including our parents called us lovers,Twins and D square as in Dare and Daniella. Due to the teasing thing coming from every angle,At age 8, I became really shy being around Dare,I stopped going to his mum's supermarket to buy things I didn't need just to see him and he stopped coming to my mum's shop to buy irrelevant things just to see me.At this time,Dare was already 12 years and was preparing to get into secondary school.
Lo and behold,Dare was admitted into a federal secondary school and the most painful part was that he was in boarding house.After Dare left,No one wanted to talk to me or be my friend because they felt I wasn't talking or playing with them when Dare was around.Whenever I went to play with the kids,They all shout "Go and look for your Dare" oh! My dear Dare! My twin! My brother! My best friend!.I waited patiently for him to come back on mid term break.
Finally,Dare came home on mid term break and to show that he hadn't forgotten me,He bought me a few cheap chocolates from school and a card which text emphasizes on true friendship.As I started growing from a baby to a girl,I grew a very serious love for Dare and never wanted him to be around anyone else.Our plan was for me to make it to his school so that we can be in the same school but plans failed and I gained admission into another secondary school.I made new friends since I couldn't steadily communicate with Dare but the thought of him never left my mind.
We remained friends until I was in JS 2and Dare was in SS 3. I went to pay him a visit with the hope of chatting,Playing and learning new things from my best friend but behold! The innocent,caring and friendly Dare had turned into a differs person entirely..I was just an innocent 13 year old girl who went to see the boy my parents told me was my best friend but Dare started begging to kiss me.I didn't want to do it because I remembered the words of my mother "Stay more focused on your education! Beauty will come and men will chase you but if you chase after men or bother yourself with them at this tender age,They'll get tired of you too early and you'll lose on both sides" "I have thought you and showed you the right path as a mother.It is left for you to chose the kind of woman you want to be" I really didn't want to disappoint my mother and my self but I couldn't hold back side he was holding me with strong hands and was pleading in the name of friendship. I told myself "I will let him kiss me but that will be all".
Dare kissed me passionately but while kissing me,he didn't hesitate to move his left hand under my skirt and his right hand around my firm breasts..As I was about to say "Stop it!" Dare pressed harder with chocking kisses that stopped me from speaking. Before I could say Jack,His hand got under my pants and started performing signs and wonders.It was really painful because the place was really too small and tight for this kind of excercise. At the time I could look at myself,My top and bra was out..I was just in skirt.Dare wanted to go further.He took off his clothes completely but because of the fear of getting pregnant,I begged him in the name of friendship..Dare bluntly refused to stop.He kept repeating these lines "I promise you won't get hurt..I promise you will really like it..I'm going to die if you don't do this for me..We've been friends from child hood so how can you let me die..Daniella I beg you in the name of friendship" I became too weak to even move and slowly but surely,he had his way with me..I screamed out in pains and disappointment in myself! I couldn't withhold the tears and the pains that came from the bottom of my heart..This excercise went on slowly,Sloppy with strange noise coming from there.I was scared that someone might just be watching or hearing this very loud sound that was like a stick turning a bucket of water...I didn't understand what was happening anymore! All I saw was that Dare's face became like dat of a baby who is being flogged,His mouth sprang open and he let out annoying sounds and fell off to the bed.
I stayed on the bed with my undies stained with the blood of my innocence.Dare begged me not to tell anyone and promised to always be there for me.
At this point of my life,I still didn't have a phone but Dare did so whenever I want to talk to him,I use my mum's phone without leaving traces..When I got home,I kept regretting everything, "Oh! How I hate this world! I wish I could die and come back again with my innocence" all these went through my head but whenever his words of consolation comes to my head,I get better.
After Dare's Waec examination,He took music more serious than his zeal to enter into the higher institution..Dare has always been a lover and big fan of music but he had never been this serious in his entire life.He stopped calling me regularly,Stopped visiting me,Stopped answering my calls and his usual excuse was that he has been in the studio.I became really worried that I was losing the love of my life,My best friend! 😤😤 I started wishing that the hands of the clock could turn back and I didn't visit Dare..I was heartbroken but he kept telling me to be patient with him.
On my birthdays,Dare was usually the first person to tell me happy birthday and give me a gift but this year's birthday is so different! I couldn't concentrate on my studies anymore..Whom will I tell? My friend Faith was always advising me to forget about Dare and keep sleeping around with other men.She would always remind me of how she lost her virginity at the age of 9 to one Daniel and how she didn't let her heart break by forgetting about him and moving around with older men who would give her money to lay with her "Afterall,The thing isn't there so I would keep enjoying myself" in Faith's words but I couldn't thread on this path because I am a woman of dignity and the fact that I lost my virginity doesn't make me a whore or a sex hawker.i believe that there could be a turning point and there's an opportunity for repentance.
When I finally got to SS3,my mum got me a phone and the first number I saved on the phone was the number in my head (Dare's number) but at this point in life,Dare seemed to have completely forgotten about me so I decide to do my best to forget him too.
Behold Dare got signed to a very popular music label and rose to stardom after just one song..My best friend,My brother,My love and my everything has now become an icon I can only see or hear his voice when I turn on my Television or Radio..I became a big fan and started following his page,Watching interviews,Downloading his songs and watching his videos on YouTube...it was always hitting me in the heart when I watch his shows and see how people cry just to get a handshake from my Dare who is now Boy Dee..I would see how ladies were fainting whenever they saw him and how they dress half naked just to get his attention. OMG! I was very very happy for Dare and kept praying for his success but the path I didn't like was how he totally forgot about me and everything that has to do with me..Notwithstanding,I gathered money to attend one of his shows maybe we could reconcile but I wasn't even noticed at the event..Almost every one that attended the event dressed better than me and could scream and even get to shake Dare..After the event,I went outside and broke into tears😤😤 What a life!
Two years later,I completely gave up on Dare who now had a popular model as a girlfriend and had now impregnated a lady..As the years went by,Dare became a father of two children from two different women referee to as babymamas and had dated up to four popular figures.I was at this point just an ordinary fan and had nothing in my emotions but one thing I never did was letting another man get into me the way Dare did and I remained a one timer promising never to have sex again with any man till I get married.
Just 3 days ago,I heard that Dare came to the hood to appreciate the people that stood by him from the beginning and according to an eyewitness,His friends teased him with me again saying "Dare you no remember dat your babe of that time wey you no dey carry play? She don turn big woman now oo and she don fine well well. She still dey gentle o e be like say your matter never commot for her head" and to my greatest surprise,I received a celebrity visitor the following day in person of "Boy Dee"
Dare: Daniella what's up na? Longest time
Me: (Silent and baffled)
Dare: you're really looking good oo..What's the secret na? Tell me about my rival
Me: mr Damilare AKA boy Dee baba Ibeji (Father of twins)
Dare: (Laughs) abeg don't call me that oo..I'm still that young Dare you used to know..How's life na? Gist me how many people got there after me
Me:got where
Dare: To the Punnani na
Me:(In my mind:this boy is foolish) what's dat? I dnt no what you mean
Dare: but on a more serious note,Are you in a relationship?
Me: No! But I didn't do that for you or anyone! I just chose to focus on my dreams of becoming a well known designer
Dare: Wow! (Starts clapping) that's good o ..so you mean my food is still the way I left it?
Me: What food? You better go back to your girlfriend Cynthia and concentrate on your baby mamas Tolulope and Angella
Dare: but they are just my babymamas na and Cynthia is just a girlfriend! I haven't taken her to the alter yet
My thoughts changed when Dare came closer to me and kissed me passionately when I wasn't even expecting it.I pushed him away tho but God knows how much I wanted this body friction because it's not easy for a lady who has had sex previously to control her urge for sex but I've been starving myself this long just because I wanted to retain my dignity and value in the community.
Dare came again and kissed me.as he kissed me,His hands just moved around my butt but slowly,He unlocked his lips from mine and moved it towards my chest and before I looked down,He locked his lips with my pointing electric tools.This got me really weak,I was panting really hard and something was let out from under me like an opened tap..I felt like a full tank underneath and started going crazy but immediately,These words came into me "get thee behind me satan" I said the words and successfully pushed Dare off me..Dare simply smiled and said "I understand you and I won't force you to do anything but I promise I'll come back for you because you haven't become wild" Dare told me to take good care of myself.He shook my hands and removed his hand leaving 1000 pounds with me..I wanted to give it back 😜 but he left immediately and off again,Dare disappeared..I wonder when next I will see him,I wonder if he would even start picking calls after giving me this new number..I'm actually having mixed feelings..WHAT SHOULD I THINK? WHAT CAN I DO?
CHECK officialpreciouspassion.blogspot.com for what is going to happen later..Just advice me and I promise to give you updates on my next action 😘😘😘
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